My latest feelings

[wonderland218]

This evening is finally my time to start feeling the hurt coming out through the anger. Since all the news came pouring in about the whole Dez situation, I've spent a lot of my time being angry and horrified, trying my best to comfort Carrie and Liz, and taking my revenge. Now the truth is really starting to sink in, and the pain and despair are

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[nyarlathotep32]

All right you, I know this is hard, but things really do happen and you will be a stronger person for it, but you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself sweetie. I went through the same thing with Eric after having been with him for just past three years. We were supposed to be engaged, planning a wedding, thinking of how great things were going to be, and he was doing all the same things with someone else. Yeah, I wanted to crawl in a hole and die, but I moved on and realized that yes, shit can suck for a while, but you know what? The world won't stop for anyone. If you only look at what's going on right now, you'll lose track of everything else going on around you. Christmas is coming, and whether you're a fan of the holiday or not, you have to look at it as a time for family and friends and, come the end of the year, starting over. This is not the end of the world. This is not the worst thing that could happen. It may feel that way, but things could be so much worse. You have to pick up and keep going. You're a good person, you've got a lovely daughter, you've got a new job, you've got a car that runs, you've got friends that care about you, you're not dying... So you've not got a significant other. You're not going to die of heart break. You will be fine. You just have to know that.

[wonderland218]

Right now I don't know that. I'm not worried about not having a significant other. I don't mind being alone. It's just finding out that everything I heard from his mouth, including how I thought he felt about me, was a lie. And I let myself and my daughter get hurt by it. And so did 2 other women, and I hurt for all of us.
By the way, I hate Christmas.