The waiting game
So here I am in 2nd period with nothing to do. I'm leaving at 10 today for a dentist appointment, and I still have an hour to go. This is pretty boring.
Dez called me at 4 am when he got off work at his new job at Target (now he has 3 jobs....crazy boy, but the wedding won't pay for itself) Amazingly, I woke right up, and talked for a good 20 minutes while Dez drove home. His first day went well, and that made me happy. At least if he's going to be working his ass off, he might as well like the job, right? He was in a really good mood, and that put me in a good mood that spilled over into this morning when I found myself happily greeting everyone I saw. Being in a good mood is always an uplifting thing, though I didn't think getting awakened in the middle of the night would cause me to be so happy. I think I'm just on cloud 9 still and pretty much everything is happiness for me.
Though we'll see how stressful this engagement gets when Carrie finds out. As far as I know she hasn't heard yet, but I imagine with the way word travels she will soon. Eh, oh well. She cna't hate me much more than she already does. I can't say I blame her, but I'm also of the belief that she needs to just get over it. I'm a firm believer in Fate, and that things happen the way they're supposed to. Obviously things were meant to be this way. Easy for me to say, yes, when I wasn't the one who got the bad end of the deal. I honestly feel sorry for her for being mean enough to feel the need to punish Dez by keeping his daughter from him.
So we've decided the colors for the wedding will be black and red, so the dress I picked out for my bridesmaids will need to be fixed because right now it's black and purple. But I'm going to get a seamstress friend of mine to just replace the fabric, and it will end up looking so nice. Sometime soon I'm going to have to figure out where I can get black roses. Anyone know a place?? This weekend Kel and I are going over a a church downtown to look at it and see if it would be a good place to have the wedding. I've never been there, but Kel said it's lovely and old, which will fit our theme nicely. Anyway, no one really wants to hear all the details, so I'll shut up now.
Only 40 more minutes now till I can leave. I'm hungry. I missed breakfast cause Chaylea threw a little fit this morning when I was already running a few minutes later than I wanted to be. I still made it to work ontime, but I hate having to rush. But she's so cute, I just can't be mad at her for it. I just wish she would stop being so difficult. Of course, she's nearly 3, and they say 3's are worse than the terrible twos. Lord help us!! Dez and I will certainly have our hands full this coming year. Add it to the list of stresses we'll have, between work and school and the wedding. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger, or so I hear, and I'll certainly be able to find out in the next year and a half! LOL.
Well I'll close this now. I've been babbling long enough. I only have 1/2 an hour to kill now, and I've gotta go find something to do.
Dez called me at 4 am when he got off work at his new job at Target (now he has 3 jobs....crazy boy, but the wedding won't pay for itself) Amazingly, I woke right up, and talked for a good 20 minutes while Dez drove home. His first day went well, and that made me happy. At least if he's going to be working his ass off, he might as well like the job, right? He was in a really good mood, and that put me in a good mood that spilled over into this morning when I found myself happily greeting everyone I saw. Being in a good mood is always an uplifting thing, though I didn't think getting awakened in the middle of the night would cause me to be so happy. I think I'm just on cloud 9 still and pretty much everything is happiness for me.
Though we'll see how stressful this engagement gets when Carrie finds out. As far as I know she hasn't heard yet, but I imagine with the way word travels she will soon. Eh, oh well. She cna't hate me much more than she already does. I can't say I blame her, but I'm also of the belief that she needs to just get over it. I'm a firm believer in Fate, and that things happen the way they're supposed to. Obviously things were meant to be this way. Easy for me to say, yes, when I wasn't the one who got the bad end of the deal. I honestly feel sorry for her for being mean enough to feel the need to punish Dez by keeping his daughter from him.
So we've decided the colors for the wedding will be black and red, so the dress I picked out for my bridesmaids will need to be fixed because right now it's black and purple. But I'm going to get a seamstress friend of mine to just replace the fabric, and it will end up looking so nice. Sometime soon I'm going to have to figure out where I can get black roses. Anyone know a place?? This weekend Kel and I are going over a a church downtown to look at it and see if it would be a good place to have the wedding. I've never been there, but Kel said it's lovely and old, which will fit our theme nicely. Anyway, no one really wants to hear all the details, so I'll shut up now.
Only 40 more minutes now till I can leave. I'm hungry. I missed breakfast cause Chaylea threw a little fit this morning when I was already running a few minutes later than I wanted to be. I still made it to work ontime, but I hate having to rush. But she's so cute, I just can't be mad at her for it. I just wish she would stop being so difficult. Of course, she's nearly 3, and they say 3's are worse than the terrible twos. Lord help us!! Dez and I will certainly have our hands full this coming year. Add it to the list of stresses we'll have, between work and school and the wedding. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger, or so I hear, and I'll certainly be able to find out in the next year and a half! LOL.
Well I'll close this now. I've been babbling long enough. I only have 1/2 an hour to kill now, and I've gotta go find something to do.