you kinda missed the point lol, but that's okay i still love you.
i realied i'm not dying.. but for whatever reason, i have all of those thoughts. i realize that the end of high school isnt that big of a deal, but the truth is everything is going to change. and our whole childhood, all these years spent together, living the same life, is coming to an end. i may never get a chance after high school to fix the things i want fixed or make sure it all works out. i want to leave for college with a clean slate, i dont wanna leave forcollege with things still on my mind and things still unsettled. i want to be able to say sm for my h/s years, and if theres something more to be done with those years, i now only have 2 months. that's all im saying.
and the thing about "playing it safe".. id try to find an "in-between" if i knew how. im not purposely choosing to be playing it safe, i never even realized that i was... and the thing is im not really. im not not taking oppurtunities or turning down chances. so i dont know how to fix that.
i guess we can just talk about the rest later, hah. thanks for responding though!
i realied i'm not dying.. but for whatever reason, i have all of those thoughts. i realize that the end of high school isnt that big of a deal, but the truth is everything is going to change. and our whole childhood, all these years spent together, living the same life, is coming to an end. i may never get a chance after high school to fix the things i want fixed or make sure it all works out. i want to leave for college with a clean slate, i dont wanna leave forcollege with things still on my mind and things still unsettled. i want to be able to say sm for my h/s years, and if theres something more to be done with those years, i now only have 2 months. that's all im saying.
and the thing about "playing it safe".. id try to find an "in-between" if i knew how. im not purposely choosing to be playing it safe, i never even realized that i was... and the thing is im not really. im not not taking oppurtunities or turning down chances. so i dont know how to fix that.
i guess we can just talk about the rest later, hah. thanks for responding though!
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