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pandaunni July 14 2010, 01:37:04 UTC
'sup bby ;D

His life was shit. He had no luck. To make matters worse, he was incredibly horny.

story of my life LOLJAYKAY~

His mind started to do the same exercise it had done since the days in which he hadn’t seen Nickhun. Did Nichkhun ever really like men to begin with? And…since when was Wooyoung gay? To his knowledge, he’d always liked women as well, right? Yeah…he’d never had a girlfriend but that didn’t mean anything. Nichkhun used him. That was obvious. How long had he known that girl? Why had he never heard of her? Who in the actual fuck was she? She was gorgeous, she looked established, she stood confident and she knew Nichkhun from before. Wooyoung couldn’t stop himself from thinking about the inevitable: Was she an ex girl-friend? Had they had sex? Had he loved her? Did he still love her? Had he always loved her? Was Wooyoung someone Nichkhun used because he couldn’t have her?

paranoia - a side effect from loving someone way too much

“Are you going to sit down…or are you suddenly allergic to my bed? OH WAIT, I know…you’re afraid I’m going to challenge you to play when you know you’re going to lose.”

how come when I say that, I don't get a hott Thai in my bed D:<

Nichkhun’s ears got red and he covered them with his hands. Wooyoung smiled and avoided looking up. “Honestly…”

I find it adorable that his ears turn red when he's embarassed ;)

“Is that because you think it’s going to hurt?”

“…Yes…I mean, no. Well yes, I know it’ll probably hurt. But I want to do it when the time is right.”

Look at Wooyoung, admitting he's bottom 8D

“Make sure you tell me,” kiss, “when you want to do it,” kiss, “because if you don’t”, kiss, “I’ll just take any movement you do as a ‘yes’.” Nichkhun whispered against his mouth and put his knee against Wooyoung’s groin…because Hell, if Wooyoung could tease him, he’d find a way to tease him too.

i'm in the closet.

Nichkhun paced around his apartment, holding his head in his nervous hands. Wooyoung had called him? Wooyoung called him. His chest hurt because his heart was beating so angrily fast. It’s like it wanted to come out of his body because inside there, it was going through too much.

A knock on his door threw him off. He rushed to the front of his apartment. He looked around and noticed how messy it was but didn’t have the care to clean it when he was so scared. He unlocked the door and saw Wooyoung standing in front of him. It was such a relief that Nichkhun almost believed that he was a figment of his imagination; actually his entire existence was probably too good to be true or probably too good to be for him.

so EXCITED~

“What am I to you?”

“A lot.”



IT'S TOO LONG D;

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pandaunni July 14 2010, 01:37:24 UTC
Seeing Wooyoung get far from him scared the living shit out of him and made him want to pull him back immediately, figuratively and physically.

aaaawww~

Wooyoung loved him, he loved him so much it was ridiculous and irrational and obsessive. So he said ‘no’ to Nichkhun every time because he was truly afraid that Nichkhun would be turned off by his over bearing emotions.

shit gurl, so am I

“Please don’t do this to me. Please don’t break up with me. Don’t…don’t…” Wooyoung tried to rip his wrist away

tearing up

“…Uh, yes.” That’s all they were now, or probably less. He felt like punching her.

Minutes later they were sitting on his couch, sipping coffee, her slender fingers wrapping around his mug. As much as it seemed immature, Wooyoung made sure to use a mug he was positive Nichkhun’s lips never touched. She smiled so brightly that he felt like closing his eyes. “I’ll get straight to the point then. This is awkward for me. But I am his ex-girlfriend.” She laughed shyly.

Wooyoung’s worst fears were right. His body felt stiff and he almost had a break down. From his silence, the girl perked up and continued her speech. “I miss him. I regret breaking up with him. I want to try things again. But…he’s hesitant.” Slight relief swept through Wooyoung’s body, but not enough to make things better.

“Why?” First reciprocate thing Wooyoung has asked.

“You.” He always says ‘I can’t. What about Wooyoung,’ and ‘It’s over between us. I have Wooyoung to care about.’ It’s like you guys are together. I don’t get it.” She laughs again. Wooyoung gets frustrated. He glares at her and grinds his teeth.

“Oh…” She realized.

this is how i felt when I had to meet my ex boyfriend's new gf

DONE :D

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wonder_ment July 14 2010, 01:50:57 UTC

MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3
youre here!!

story of my life LOLJAYKAY~

YES, mine too lmfao NOTJAYKAY

and Nichkhun's ears turning red = omgggggg

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