what now
I started over. I typed it out and started over.
I am starting over again. I am 40 and starting over once again. This time its with 2 kids and trying to make the best choices for our family. I needed a place to think out loud. so back to the old LJ. I don't even know what to say. Doubt.... When I probably should just trust my judgement.
Ive made some pretty ballsy choices in my life... but were they wrong or just risks that turned out how they turned out? Life is a journey... who is to say that it wasn't right. Other roads could have been just as hard. Just as messy. Just as fun and full and flavored.
Here we are again about to make a turn in the journey. Hand in hand with the thirteen year old and carrying a 3 year old.