2009 comeback...
It turns out that my new years was pretty damn cool.
And the first week into this new year, i think i'm getting "back into life". Sometimes....one can get too far into non-theistic philosophy. and combine that with not having anything to ground me or define me...and giving up on really caring who i was and what i stood for.
but one must "REMEMBER".
So...i'm coming back. And ironically drinking much less and doing a lot more. I've offically given up on liqour by myself.
Very productive. And very proud of myself. You need to be proud of who you are.
Anyway. I still think i need a shrink. It will be very helpful. I've been shown all the issues i have to face. And then some. This is of course in corelation with my friend's DMT trip.
And he plans on going again soon. He thinks he is prepared this time now that he knows how it generally goes.
Anywho. Just had to post a little something...
And the first week into this new year, i think i'm getting "back into life". Sometimes....one can get too far into non-theistic philosophy. and combine that with not having anything to ground me or define me...and giving up on really caring who i was and what i stood for.
but one must "REMEMBER".
So...i'm coming back. And ironically drinking much less and doing a lot more. I've offically given up on liqour by myself.
Very productive. And very proud of myself. You need to be proud of who you are.
Anyway. I still think i need a shrink. It will be very helpful. I've been shown all the issues i have to face. And then some. This is of course in corelation with my friend's DMT trip.
And he plans on going again soon. He thinks he is prepared this time now that he knows how it generally goes.
Anywho. Just had to post a little something...