second christmas
the past few days...."i've been back".
And am as good as ever. It started out working at a different and much busier store. I was great. It felt like i was back at farm and durango. I was very natural and very awesome. funny. and yet still "in charge".
and then i had my second christmas over with my other family. I finally got to hug merrillee's kids. I missed them so much. apparently the lasers were the life of the party.
There was rock band and then a very awesome game of shirades.
And....i was just my old "uncle cameron" self.
I "CONDUCTED" the energy. It's what i do best. I INSPIRE. That's my super power for real life. I am a kind of "wave master" of emotion. I inspire, create enthusiasm, and plain old goodness....but only under the right conditions. under the wrong ones, it backfires on me. and i get very unsure of myself and end up being a fool. But, this evening......i was the condoctor of hearts.
I seriously am a pied piper when it comes to kids. put me in a room and i'll have them dancing in a line out the door following me.
But it was good. Tomorrow will be good as we are all going out to breakfast and then "elsewhere/to be decided".
but for now...bed.
I am very happy. The funny stand up and really great wombat is back...
Which really begs questions about the nature of "family" and what is so damn special about blood........cause i feel a difference with friends. But i don't feel a difference with young jacob....even though...i semi do.
hmmm.
BED.
And am as good as ever. It started out working at a different and much busier store. I was great. It felt like i was back at farm and durango. I was very natural and very awesome. funny. and yet still "in charge".
and then i had my second christmas over with my other family. I finally got to hug merrillee's kids. I missed them so much. apparently the lasers were the life of the party.
There was rock band and then a very awesome game of shirades.
And....i was just my old "uncle cameron" self.
I "CONDUCTED" the energy. It's what i do best. I INSPIRE. That's my super power for real life. I am a kind of "wave master" of emotion. I inspire, create enthusiasm, and plain old goodness....but only under the right conditions. under the wrong ones, it backfires on me. and i get very unsure of myself and end up being a fool. But, this evening......i was the condoctor of hearts.
I seriously am a pied piper when it comes to kids. put me in a room and i'll have them dancing in a line out the door following me.
But it was good. Tomorrow will be good as we are all going out to breakfast and then "elsewhere/to be decided".
but for now...bed.
I am very happy. The funny stand up and really great wombat is back...
Which really begs questions about the nature of "family" and what is so damn special about blood........cause i feel a difference with friends. But i don't feel a difference with young jacob....even though...i semi do.
hmmm.
BED.