Windfalls.

[womanyoustole]

Should I see a therapist? Someone who I have to pay to listen to me talk.  Paying them with money instead of favours and so forth. Why is it so hard to be happy? I, luckily don't fall into the depression trap for long, but I feel down. Joe really stabs me. He gets to me so bad. I don't know what I want anymore. I feel like no one really cares. I am exhausted. I need a change. I wish I can keep Chloe at my apartment but I can't. I have to find a new place, again. It's horrible. I forgot what I was really going to say when my vision became blurry-eyed and I was going to quietly cry...at my desk at work.

If I get away, will it all go away? Baltimore? Boston? Anywhere.