tears of...
"You're even cuter than I thought".,. Uh, thanks? I guess my book nerd-esque and vegan --broccoli over biscotti lifestyle makes it easy to imagine me as something not so cute? Eh, c'est la vie. I have to ask my landlord about Chloe. Dreading it. However, the little kid upstair is extremely rude and disrespectul. Ugh. So, packing went decent, as to be expected. Still some boxes left and a lot of my laundry. A lot of my stuff got ruined from water damage, i.e. Photos, lots and lots of photos, childhood photos, photos I took, my portfolio, journals, the works. Very sad. I am grateful though for what I can salvage, because some people don't even have that opportunity.
This week I start sleeping in my apartment for real, I mean I start living in my apartment for real... Chloeeeeeeeee! I love Mooshu too, don't get me wrong. I love both of my little furry pups."
Okay, I just found this in my drafts, so why not put it up there... anyway a lot has happened this past week. A friend of a friend's passed away, well someone I went to high school with. He was way too young, and I am very shaken up about it. I wish it didn't happen, I wish he was still here on our planet but he's here just not in body form. He was a very talented musician, comic, and actor. Rest in peace <3! It always make me think that we're not invincible. It could and can happen to any one of us. It's truly sad. We need to live life to the fullest everyday because before we know it, it's gone. We also should make sure that everyone knows how we feel because it could be the last time we see them.
Today's society likes to play games, playing with fire and minds and hearts. I don't want to do that. I just am so sad, and my mind and thoughts jump around.
P.S. CBS took my story... so now I can't do it. Guys are mean, also.
I feel so lonely. Is it my own fault?
This week I start sleeping in my apartment for real, I mean I start living in my apartment for real... Chloeeeeeeeee! I love Mooshu too, don't get me wrong. I love both of my little furry pups."
Okay, I just found this in my drafts, so why not put it up there... anyway a lot has happened this past week. A friend of a friend's passed away, well someone I went to high school with. He was way too young, and I am very shaken up about it. I wish it didn't happen, I wish he was still here on our planet but he's here just not in body form. He was a very talented musician, comic, and actor. Rest in peace <3! It always make me think that we're not invincible. It could and can happen to any one of us. It's truly sad. We need to live life to the fullest everyday because before we know it, it's gone. We also should make sure that everyone knows how we feel because it could be the last time we see them.
Today's society likes to play games, playing with fire and minds and hearts. I don't want to do that. I just am so sad, and my mind and thoughts jump around.
P.S. CBS took my story... so now I can't do it. Guys are mean, also.
I feel so lonely. Is it my own fault?