May 21, 2005 15:44
I'm at Snow Mountain Ranch with AVS, and I'm having kind of a hard time. I'm having a good time, but I have a hard time blending back into the community when I've been gone so long. Especially since people don't really keep in contact with me outside of AVS. I don't have any friends from AVS that I hang out with anymore. And the group of AVS people that do still hang out together...well, it's kind of hard to penetrate into their group. I think I should just move somewhere and leave all this stuff behind, because there's really no reason for me to stay here.