May 19, 2005 22:22
I had a strange experience today.
I was driving to work and suddenly in front of me all the cars were stopping, so I slowed down and saw that a cop on the shoulder had pulled over a semi type truck, and everyone was freaking out, of course. Then as the cop was walking back to his motorcycle, the traffic started going again, and the cop was walking with his hand up as if to say that we should stop. So I was confused, and I sort of slowed down, and he pointed at me, and then at the shoulder, as if I should pull over. So I did, totally confused, because as far as I know, I wasn't doing anything wrong, and I was watching him in my rearview mirror, and he waved me on. So I merged back into traffic and kept going.
It was really, really weird.
Other than that...I'm doing a bit better today, but still can't get my mind off this stupid death thing. I met with the minister at the Unity church today and he had some good tips for meditating...He says I should do it every day. And he says that I should just change my thoughts to positive thoughts, and that I have "the power," to do it...And he said, "May the Force be with you? No, it's with you now."
I kinda liked that.
Anyway, I'm tired, and need to go to bed. Good night.