Oct 02, 2008 01:14
I feel nauseous and uneasy. This week has been made of such failure. I feel like all I've done for this week is watch hours and hours of TV, meanwhile sitting in the filth of my apartment, accomplishing nothing. I can't focus at work at all. I can't sleep at night because my mind is racing. I haven't made it to the gym in the morning yet this week, and it's making me feel like crap. All I've eaten is crap. Basically I just feel like shit and am in a serious funk. I need a mental health day but work is too crazy to take one. My car is like falling apart and I don't even have time to get it looked at. I just feel so stressed and discombobulated. I have to be better tomorrow or I'm just going to fall apart I know it. Okay, small list of things to do tomorrow to keep me from hating myself:
vacuum
do dishes
take out garbage & recycling
call car place
hang autumn lights
call massage therapist
do work at work
go to the gym
If I can just do those things, maybe I can feel better about life. On the bright side, I'm caught up on TV, quick recap:
ANTM - Wow, thought she would stick it out a bit longer.
Project Runway - Total waste of my time to sit through a whole episode and not have her get auf'd.
Bones - Can Hodgins and Angela get back together now?
Sarah Conner - AWESOME. BEST EPISODE EVER.
Private Practice - Why can't Grey's be half as good as you? So much love.
House - I'm hoping House drives away the new ducklings one by one. Still <3 the PI though.
Pushing Daisies - OMGILOVEYOUSOMUCH! I MISSED YOU! I WANT TO MARRY NED.
The Mentalist - Continues with the awesomeness. You should be watching this show.
I won't delve back into everything else I watched Monday and Sunday because then I will just feel more pathetic for how much time I spent watching TV this week instead of being productive.
Maybe I'll be able to fall asleep tonight. Or not. Later, skaterz.
antm,
pushing daisies,
bones,
emo,
private practice,
to-do list,
the mentalist,
i am a lazy bum,
house md,
the sarah connor chronicles,
project runway