hey all yeah im almost a high school graduate *scared*

[wolfrider1313]

hey i am scared to graduate... a lot has happened.. my brother tried to stab himself with a pair of scissors yesterday at school and is completely denying it to me.. i want him to know that im always gonna be here for him... whether that means he has to live with me and nick (or my mom and dad) for the rest of his life.. or whether we give him money for a house in the future. ....grammas in the hospital and has been for like a month and i am scared to graduaute to have no one to rely on... but me... just me.. i have been thinking of suicide lately... but i dont think i could ever do it. I love my family and friends too much. I am trying to find a job and fix my car and take a cpr/aed course so that i canb graduate... but i never get to Gano street in providence. only when i see nick. there is a poetry slam coming up that i really want to win... do something worthwhile in my life before i graduate.
i gtg
i have no more to say
wolfrider