Nov 22, 2006 05:33
Been a rather long day for me here in Minnesota but good came out of it. I have come to some conclusions about myself with an open-mind; Goddess bless.
First off; after reading a friend's journal (You know who you are Firefly!) I came to a conclusion I want a family as well and a job I love doing as well. I want to do better than my parents did myself and best my little brother as well. This will require hard work but I will do it, but with the Goddess helping me; I WILL SHINE!. Who cares if I am a Anime Gamer M:TG Geek? I know one girl in the world that would love to have a guy like that; same girl that inspired this part of my LJ.
Second, Reality is not just a personal project but also the ultimate democracy. If you need proof; got to a grocery store tomorrow or a any other store on Black Friday. This is the unfortunate reality of our materialistic world. Now don't get me wrong; you have to be SLIGHTLY materialistic to be into what I am. But that is a little overboard...esspecially with the hype surrounding the 360, PS3, and Wii.
The one I would prefer to buy is either the X-box 360 (Halo 3) or the Wii (Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess) but I will keep my PS2 Slimline; thank you very much! I love my Ace Combat 5; Parasite Eve's, Xenosaga's, FF's, Radiata Stories, and Baldur's Gate: Dark Alliance. I do prefer the older games as well; hence why I haven't sold my SNES and its games even though it doesn't have a controller.
Life starts when we want it to start and mine starts now!
Now, more WTB on the Observer:
1. Yes it is possible to identify yourself as the observer if you are the observer.
2. Self is my mind/spirit/soul/conciousness
3. The Observer is the Self; aka...ME!
4. The Self and Observer are never seperate. The Self is AND needs the Observer and vice versa.
5. You can always observer something within you besides self.
6. Observing my"self" will help change my perception for a materialistic view to a spiritual view; though I still love my games and won't give them up. Some of them can enrich on what is in here.
7. It depends on where my focus is; ADHD doesn't make it easy to be observant. But I still manage to do it and I am now creating a reality where I won't be alone; will have friends; a wife, a couple children; and a nice house though not a big McMansion; something that I can keep maintained.
8. I can hold a thought anywhere from 2 seconds to two hours. Working Clean Team forces you to hold thoughts that keep you from getting bored.
9. Yes and No.
10. Who says my body stays together when I am sleeping? Astral Projection baby!
11. The observer is me, the Goddess, other people...basically the Universe is reality and the Observer.