Reality Bites
So, time for another installment of my life...
I have to admit something in that I am trying to set up to meet a dear friend (you know who you are dearest) and I am slightly afraid of what could happen...
I am afraid I will screw up and she won't like me anymore.
I am afraid I won't live up to any expectations she had of me.
I am also afraid I may be trying to hard to want this and make it happen. I don't want to scare her but I am excited, nervous, and anxious all at once over this.
I know it is silly of me to have this thoughts as I know her well enough to know she won't judge me and stop being my friend. I think it has to do with my lack of social interaction with people. We are both alike in alot of ways and love the same things.
Now for some more WTB questions on Reality...
1. I assume reality is more than what I see everyday. The most basic assumption I make about is how my day will go..fifty-fifty whether it will be sucky day or be a good day. I typically though assume the worst cause of where I work however.
2. I have never really thought about what Thoughts themselves are made of.
3. Been doing this the past few days. I put the thought in my head I will have a good day and I end up doing just that...or at least a day that isn't as hard.
4. Yes it was an example of a thought becoming reality.
5. Dreams are both thoughts and reality. Why would one want to think the outside world is more real than the inside world? I certainly never do most of the time. Only when I have to interact with the outside will I suspend the inside but that might be a bad idea.
6. The state that feels more real is when I am in both of those realities.
7. The difference between reality and my perception of it is that my perception is based totally on my experiences and what I know. This is what most people would call reality even though most reality as we percieve it is an illusion.
8. Changing my paradigm will open me up to new experiences and ways of viewing.
9. You can't really change your perception of reality without changing your paradigm. This is what I think.
10. My glasses aren't black anymore.
I have to admit something in that I am trying to set up to meet a dear friend (you know who you are dearest) and I am slightly afraid of what could happen...
I am afraid I will screw up and she won't like me anymore.
I am afraid I won't live up to any expectations she had of me.
I am also afraid I may be trying to hard to want this and make it happen. I don't want to scare her but I am excited, nervous, and anxious all at once over this.
I know it is silly of me to have this thoughts as I know her well enough to know she won't judge me and stop being my friend. I think it has to do with my lack of social interaction with people. We are both alike in alot of ways and love the same things.
Now for some more WTB questions on Reality...
1. I assume reality is more than what I see everyday. The most basic assumption I make about is how my day will go..fifty-fifty whether it will be sucky day or be a good day. I typically though assume the worst cause of where I work however.
2. I have never really thought about what Thoughts themselves are made of.
3. Been doing this the past few days. I put the thought in my head I will have a good day and I end up doing just that...or at least a day that isn't as hard.
4. Yes it was an example of a thought becoming reality.
5. Dreams are both thoughts and reality. Why would one want to think the outside world is more real than the inside world? I certainly never do most of the time. Only when I have to interact with the outside will I suspend the inside but that might be a bad idea.
6. The state that feels more real is when I am in both of those realities.
7. The difference between reality and my perception of it is that my perception is based totally on my experiences and what I know. This is what most people would call reality even though most reality as we percieve it is an illusion.
8. Changing my paradigm will open me up to new experiences and ways of viewing.
9. You can't really change your perception of reality without changing your paradigm. This is what I think.
10. My glasses aren't black anymore.