I had another one of those nights where I kept waking up way before my alarm because i was paranoid about missing it and being late and not being able to shower before i went to work.  I hate when i sleep that way.  It just drives me crazy. I am so tired today.  I just want to go home and take a nap but i don;t want to miss my brother birthday ( Read more... )

It dawned on me recently with my second job I will be working a minimum of 39 hours a week. At Burn I work every other weekend so when I work weekends no only will I be working 7 days straight (le GROAN) but I will be working around 47 hours a week. WOW. While this sucks it does mean I will have a semi decent income for the next while. ( Read more... )

This morning I litterally sneezed myself awake at 5 AM and could not get back to sleep because my allergies were bothering me so much.  So i got up and began cleaning.  Pulled out all my furniture and clean behind and under everything and turned my air purifier back on.  I stripped my bed and laundered all my bedding and put a new bottom and top ( Read more... )

From Friday AM ( Read more... )

I have been tossing for 2 hours, I can;t seem to get to sleep and my cough seems to be getting worse.  I don't know what to do.  I hate when i can't sleep!!!!!!!!!!

I over heard mom and dad talking about me last night…I know they love and they just want me to be happy…but in a weird way it makes me feel worse…like I just keep letting them down by being…well…me…the way I am…I don’t know…I cried until I couldn’t and then went to sleep.  My eyes hurt today.  Daddy is taking me out to lunch.  I am sure it is to ( Read more... )

A fact about the person you like:
A lot of my friend don’t like him but they are wrong

What happened at 9:00 am today?
it is 8 AM now and I have been at work for an hour

What do you want in your life right now?
Stability and more control over my emotional self

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Yes, a scarf from my Moma

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I need to start drinking coffee with lunch because I get so sleepy afterward.  I really would love to have a nap right about now but it is not possible.  I am not sure what to day.  GRRRRRRRRRR

I will be taking a walk in about 20 or 40 minutes to get to the post office to send this crap out so that I can get my freaking refund.  And get some ( Read more... )