I am to close to tears to even swear....

[wolfe_girl87]

 They decided not to hier J.  There is no one to cover for me.  I am going to have to cancel my trip.  I don't see any other solution.  I just don't know what else to do.

This sucks so much...I am just....crushed honestly.  This is my fault I should have checked this all sooner.  I was sure it was the 23rd or something but things kept getting changed and I am just....

I am going to go cry myself sick for a while.

I wish he would just cancel my ticket so I stop thinking about it.