Aug 06, 2010 00:14
I am sorry to post a pissy rant after the latest good news thing but I am just furiously frustrated at this moment. Yet again as I type this in MS word at 11:43 PM on a Thursday the Internet in out house has gone down AGAIN. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with our system only that my computer shows that I have FULL signal strength yet I cannot access the net. On our router there are 3 lights, the top and bottom ones are green. The middle one was red so I unplugged it for 30 seconds and then turned it back on. The top and bottom light came on green the middle one was flashing orange when I came up here.
Once again I have been talking to my Dad about this but his new response is: “I just spent 3,000 dollars on new ovens and a new microwave let’s wait to spend any more money, besides I am thinking we should switch to Comcast to avoid the phone lines entirely”. He broke the fucking microwave 3 weeks ago and only got a new one because he could reheat his coffee 6 times in one morning and ruin my favorite coffee mugs by doing that. And as for the oven it only too 4 years to fix the broken one. WOW. And as for his “thinking” that means he thinks about it for 6 seconds when I scream loud enough and stand in front of the TV long enough to become a nuisance. He isn’t “thinking” about it.
I have a brand new computer and my download speed is about the same a when we had fucking DIAL-UP! I have called AT&T, I have called the phone company, I can’t do anything else unless I steal his fucking credit card which I am about to do.
As I have said before, this is more then just the internet sucking. While that makes finding a job, keeping up with my Rocky stuff, getting my burlesque and go go dancing stuff going EXCRUSIATINGLY HARD, it is also the fact that to me this shows that my Dad just doesn’t care about me. OK MAYBE I am exaggerating on that but it is just getting on my nerves that I have been bugging him and he just doesn’t seem to care or listen, but of course God forbid I don’t unload the fucking dishwasher. Never mind I have eater a meal at home in 3 days.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
computers,
whining,
my dad,
life,
things that piss me off,
family