May 29, 2004 12:29
Just sittin' at home. My mother is out of town for the weekend. So I am by myself. Which is cool. I stayed hoping to see someone but I don't think that is going to happen. Oh well. I'm over it. I saw Nicole the other day. It was nice to see her. Don't really approve of what she is doing to herself, but hey, it's her life. Nothing new here really. I am not sick anymore. I got this kick ass medicine that made me better in like two days. that was cool. I have my car out on the road. I get funny looks cause it's missing the hood. I don't really care it feels good to be driving it again. so screw all the people who think I'm strange. I have been thinking about seeing Nicole. but I don't. I don't want to put any more effort into that. and at this point it would require too much effort. I don't get it though. people always seem to dissapear on me. I don't know but do you ever get the Idea that the whole world is lying to you and just you? Whatever this is life. I am supposed to hook up with everyone and go to demf tonight. I don't know if I am going to. I may just stay at home. That could be fun too. I dunno though. Maybe I'll call eric and go to Lapeer. To tell ya the truth I will probably just go over to the apt and to demf. none of my other plans will work. that is just where I will end up. that could be fun too though. I dunno. But I'm outta here.
Nick