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"You can get what you want. Never sell out. Don't break. Don't weaken. Don't let the kindness of strangers be your salvation, for it is no salvation at all. Unless you sleep alone, you sleep with the enemy. Never come out of the storm".
-- Henry Rollins, who was probably in a particularly bitter place at the time.
The past few weeks have been filled with physics and school. Occasional calls to people that I've connected with. Sessions of sleep that don't ever let me fully wind down. Weekends that act like weekdays, and a steady stream of commitments and obligations. There isn't space to slow down, space to lay content in my bed and enjoy the half-sleep state that I crave. That point between sleep and dream, where I expand and fill myself with just enough peace to let things slide.
That said, things are grating lately. Rough spots are pulling against me, pulling me back. I guess these things happen.
... I wonder if next track will let me rest.
-- Henry Rollins, who was probably in a particularly bitter place at the time.
The past few weeks have been filled with physics and school. Occasional calls to people that I've connected with. Sessions of sleep that don't ever let me fully wind down. Weekends that act like weekdays, and a steady stream of commitments and obligations. There isn't space to slow down, space to lay content in my bed and enjoy the half-sleep state that I crave. That point between sleep and dream, where I expand and fill myself with just enough peace to let things slide.
That said, things are grating lately. Rough spots are pulling against me, pulling me back. I guess these things happen.
... I wonder if next track will let me rest.