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So I woke up at 5:30 in the morning for no reason today. Then I was sitting in my living room thinking about eggs...so I made some. Al should be home from work soon. I expect that I'll go back to bed not too long from now.
I'm so happy. I haven't really been unhappy since I moved out of my old house, but I'm more happy now. Everything that was wrong seemed to get better instantly the moment I was separated from my family. Sure, I had a lot of responsibility and added money worries but it was worth it. And even though I don't do anything, and have no friends here, I'm probably the happiest I've been. This is probably the first time in like 10 years I've been awake so early without hating the world and wanting to kill people. Huge step. I think the thought "life is good" several times a week.
Life IS good.
I'm so happy. I haven't really been unhappy since I moved out of my old house, but I'm more happy now. Everything that was wrong seemed to get better instantly the moment I was separated from my family. Sure, I had a lot of responsibility and added money worries but it was worth it. And even though I don't do anything, and have no friends here, I'm probably the happiest I've been. This is probably the first time in like 10 years I've been awake so early without hating the world and wanting to kill people. Huge step. I think the thought "life is good" several times a week.
Life IS good.