Feb 25, 2004 01:39
i have a plan...i'm going to confront the situation, someway, somehow tomorrow; hopefully, even if it requires skipping my drawing class...i have to know what the deal is...i just have to.i'm so confused, and hurt;at this point, that i'm literally mind boggled..my thoughts wandering in so many directions, i don't know what to do.it could be one of so many things..and literally sometimes gettin info out of him can be like prodding a needle from a haystack.he's stubborn, and keeps things to himself, just like me, until someone eventually pries them out...something has to be done...question being, will i actually have enough balls to confront it? i don't know...hopefully...i'm tired though, just somem ranting for you...night guys...
oh yeah, and i got a job thrown in my face tonight, and i'm really considering it..being an alcohol server at applebees..i think i may just work 2 jobs, depending on what's goin on with life...and i may just get my hours cut back at the bell till class cuts down, i don't know...
also, this weekend, me and kel are gettin something pierced in canada, what should i get? she thinks i'm a freak hoe just cus i want my nipples done...or something exotic...i don't know, you tell me.
night kiddies,
*~*i can't give up, no, not now*~*
kim*