Mar 02, 2005 11:26
i can't really explain what i'm feeling right now. i wish that someone appreciated me more because i do a shitload for people and i get no thank you or anything in return. i'm sick of being everyone's little bitch because i shouldn't be. people just suck sometimes. and that is the conclusion that i have come to. i had a boring (don't forget grounded) snow week off. PLUS.. it really sucks when your own mother says that you should be on "girls gone wild" because i show off my body like they do? yeah i don't understand her comment because recently i have become more conservative and a little bit more mature as to what i am wearing. if she can't dig it then that stinks for her. and i don't use people for my own good like she thinks. i'm sorry people want to go places with me and if that means thomas wants to take me to tysons to shop i should be able to and i shouldn't get yelled at for being a "cocktease". it's whatever. AND.. it shouldn't be like this at all. and i'm so tired of this hurt feeling i get when i'm home. i wish that it was august and i was leaving.
**100 more days until graduation
BUT that's counting weekends, holidays & days off.
yippee frick