Feb 25, 2005 23:52
THIS IS FOR CHARLIE FUCKING BRITTINGHAM:
you are the fucking only one who does this to me. god-why are you so fucking retarded? why do i still fucking talk to you? i hope all your little fucker friends know that i knew that your were moving before they did. try like a month before they did. you are nothing but a stupid ass sophomore who thinks too high of himself. i'm tired of the shit i put myself through and all the lying..i've never had to lie this much in my entire life. as much as i wanted you and me to be friends again, i don't think i want to anymore. you've done too much this time and i can't take it. i don't care if i got this mad over a stupid thing but you know what? fuck you charlie brittingham and fuck the year and however long we've known eachother. i'm sick of your bullshit and the excuses. i'm sick of your "i'm so straight-edge but i'm really not" approach to everything. you are a fucking douche bag and i'm sick of being your friend when you can't even do the same for me. you probably won't read this but maybe it's better that way that everyone else knows what a huge asshole you are so they won't waste their time on you like i did. i can't believe i gave in and actually talked you again after 3 months earlier you calling me a slut and saying that my goals weren't reachable. i can't believe i gave in when i knew i shouldn't have ever talked to your stupid ass again. that's what i get for being a good person. fuck you a million times. i want us to never talk again. i'm glad your fucking moving. finally some fucking drama in your perfect little life. nobody fucking gets everything. i hope you become like those southern people that you don't want to be like just so you can realize that you aren't as cool as you thought you were. you broke my heart plenty of times and i hope that when the reality of you leaving kicks in, i hope your heart breaks a million times more than mine did. you are the worst guy ever and i can't even begin to say that i'm not sorry for ever saying that i hated you because you deserve to be hated. nobody knows you like i know you. nobody ever will. nobody knows what i know about you. if you read this i want you to never say a word to me again. if you see me in the hallway--don't say hello ..if you see me out in public--don't say hello..if you see me anywhere--don't say hello. stay out of my life and i'll stay out of yours. i already realized that i don't need a person like you in my life because i am better off without you. fuck you charlie brittingham.