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So, after a few days to recoop... aka almost two weeks... I've leveled back out.
I've decided that I'll really be over it when I can go back and reread the previous post... that hasn't happened yet. But the process has begun.
Many of the classic lines were used: "It's not you, it's me" - Sidney, "Let's be friends" - Zach.
I accidentally just deleted a bunch of stuff that I had just typed out. I just poured out my soul! AND IT'S GONE!!
Oh well, too lazy to type it again, and I can't really remember anyway.
Most Important Part:
He called last Thursday - wished me a Happy Unbirthday since he obviously couldn't have called on my actual birthday. He prefaced it all with "This might be too soon but..." We caught up and it was really nice. The small talk really calmed my head which had been filled with all these questions. I didn't freak out in a bad way afterwards - I was really excited that he had called, and I think that might not be the greatest reaction, but it wasn't sobbing and devestation... so that's good. A good sign for the trying to be friends... Who's still reading? Should I write him an email? I was thinking sometime this weekend... perhaps mark the two weeks after? lol. Maybe not.
Other than that excitement from a little over a week ago, my life has been pretty boring. I'm working mostly. My first class is tomorrow - it's the Fundamentals of Interior Design. Quite a deviation from the past four years, lol. I've been quite successful with FINALLY watching all of West Wing (turns out all I had to do was graduate and break up with my boyfriend ~ if only I had known).
I'll be back in MD for a weekend for David Tarr and Jen Taylor's wedding :D That's Sept. 21, so a few days before and after that I'll be around... give a call if anyone's bored and has time.
I've decided that I'll really be over it when I can go back and reread the previous post... that hasn't happened yet. But the process has begun.
Many of the classic lines were used: "It's not you, it's me" - Sidney, "Let's be friends" - Zach.
I accidentally just deleted a bunch of stuff that I had just typed out. I just poured out my soul! AND IT'S GONE!!
Oh well, too lazy to type it again, and I can't really remember anyway.
Most Important Part:
He called last Thursday - wished me a Happy Unbirthday since he obviously couldn't have called on my actual birthday. He prefaced it all with "This might be too soon but..." We caught up and it was really nice. The small talk really calmed my head which had been filled with all these questions. I didn't freak out in a bad way afterwards - I was really excited that he had called, and I think that might not be the greatest reaction, but it wasn't sobbing and devestation... so that's good. A good sign for the trying to be friends... Who's still reading? Should I write him an email? I was thinking sometime this weekend... perhaps mark the two weeks after? lol. Maybe not.
Other than that excitement from a little over a week ago, my life has been pretty boring. I'm working mostly. My first class is tomorrow - it's the Fundamentals of Interior Design. Quite a deviation from the past four years, lol. I've been quite successful with FINALLY watching all of West Wing (turns out all I had to do was graduate and break up with my boyfriend ~ if only I had known).
I'll be back in MD for a weekend for David Tarr and Jen Taylor's wedding :D That's Sept. 21, so a few days before and after that I'll be around... give a call if anyone's bored and has time.