but i can't prevent what i'm feeling
Idol just only finished last week and i feel so... deprived, knowing that i would have nothing to obsess over, nothing to do tomorrow, except prepare for the oncoming slew of assignments and presentations (yikes).
ugh. i dread to actually start prepping for them. some kind of eager university student I am, huh? it's funny, because i love what i'm doing currently, save for a few subjects (two out of two, in actual fact). i love that we're FINALLY moving on to subjects like Introduction To Journalism and Communication, Rhetoric & Reasoning (which is my favorite subject out of the lot), and not sticking to boring, run-of-the-mill, useless subjects like Human Communication and Social Psychology (which does sound interesting at first, but add in all the theories that deem pretty useless to a future Journalism student, and you get boredom as a result).
Communication, Rhetoric & Reasoning, for example, is taught by one of the best lecturers that a student could ever get; Miss Natasha. she's young, she's trendy, she's funny, and yet she's wise and experienced. most of all, she understands what being a student is like. she knows how to knock us all into shape, how to liven up a lecture, how to make us focus and understand. i think that's what's really really important, as a lecturer. the other lecturers, except possibly Mr. Indy, can't measure up to her.
for the last lecture, she made us make up a performance/play and prepare for it in only fifteen minutes, because she said there were misunderstandings between students and she wouldn't have any of it. sure, we all were stuck on what to do, but we all came through in the end. how effing awesome is that? and we actually made new friends and strengthened bonds out of the exercise. and I repeat, how effing awesome is that?
i finally started talking to Harmini, who had intimidated me all this while. i still feel uncomfortable around her, though. i normally don't converse with her type, if you understand what i mean. the popular type.
*sigh* i'm so jumbled. we'll see how things play out, i guess.
i'm merely in my holiday mood now. the hols are coming real soon - in three weeks or so, and then i'm free for about a month plus. and yes, i can't effing wait. i'm going to my third concert this year next Saturday - The Click Five live in Genting, and I can't wait to see the boys for a third time. hopefully i'll get to meet Ben this time. he's one of my heroes, ever, despite him ignoring us Asian fans sometimes.
lastly. i keep thinking about Jared Leto, and how he's coming here for the MTV Asia Awards. buhhhhhh i hope i'll find a way to get those tickets. :( what if Panic really does perform? i will never forgive myself. i want to meet Brendon, and Ryan, and Jon, and Spencer so, so, so, badly. <3
meh. i hope i do.
*sigh*
i better get started on my assignments now, then.
mou. :( i'm lazy.
ugh. i dread to actually start prepping for them. some kind of eager university student I am, huh? it's funny, because i love what i'm doing currently, save for a few subjects (two out of two, in actual fact). i love that we're FINALLY moving on to subjects like Introduction To Journalism and Communication, Rhetoric & Reasoning (which is my favorite subject out of the lot), and not sticking to boring, run-of-the-mill, useless subjects like Human Communication and Social Psychology (which does sound interesting at first, but add in all the theories that deem pretty useless to a future Journalism student, and you get boredom as a result).
Communication, Rhetoric & Reasoning, for example, is taught by one of the best lecturers that a student could ever get; Miss Natasha. she's young, she's trendy, she's funny, and yet she's wise and experienced. most of all, she understands what being a student is like. she knows how to knock us all into shape, how to liven up a lecture, how to make us focus and understand. i think that's what's really really important, as a lecturer. the other lecturers, except possibly Mr. Indy, can't measure up to her.
for the last lecture, she made us make up a performance/play and prepare for it in only fifteen minutes, because she said there were misunderstandings between students and she wouldn't have any of it. sure, we all were stuck on what to do, but we all came through in the end. how effing awesome is that? and we actually made new friends and strengthened bonds out of the exercise. and I repeat, how effing awesome is that?
i finally started talking to Harmini, who had intimidated me all this while. i still feel uncomfortable around her, though. i normally don't converse with her type, if you understand what i mean. the popular type.
*sigh* i'm so jumbled. we'll see how things play out, i guess.
i'm merely in my holiday mood now. the hols are coming real soon - in three weeks or so, and then i'm free for about a month plus. and yes, i can't effing wait. i'm going to my third concert this year next Saturday - The Click Five live in Genting, and I can't wait to see the boys for a third time. hopefully i'll get to meet Ben this time. he's one of my heroes, ever, despite him ignoring us Asian fans sometimes.
lastly. i keep thinking about Jared Leto, and how he's coming here for the MTV Asia Awards. buhhhhhh i hope i'll find a way to get those tickets. :( what if Panic really does perform? i will never forgive myself. i want to meet Brendon, and Ryan, and Jon, and Spencer so, so, so, badly. <3
meh. i hope i do.
*sigh*
i better get started on my assignments now, then.
mou. :( i'm lazy.