I'm fucking tired.
Ugh, I think I'd be a better client than the moon still
I'm being held against my will here damn
This house of cards! its a house of cards oh my blow it down
It's a house of cards dontcha know its my town 

I hate that little shit Mitch for existing knowing he's taking up any time in the head her.  ----- It's troubling me is all ( Read more... )

"Fight tuberculosis, folks." Christmas Eve, an old
junkie selling Christmas seals on North Park Street.
The "Priest," they called him. "Fight tuberculosis, folks."

People hurried by, gray shadows on a distant wall.
It was getting late and no money to score.
He turned into a side street and the lake wind hit him like a knife.
Cab stop just ahead under a ( Read more... )

...
"And I wanted more
Than I could steal
I'll arrest myself
And wear a shield
I'll go out of my way to prove that
I still smell her on you"

-Lounge Act

OH!  Duuuuuhhhh!  Wow.  See it just goes to show (me?) that I think things through entirely too much to the point of diminishing returns.  Point in case.  Bridget.  What the hell was I thinking there?  ( Read more... )

Nirvana (the band) is musical freedom to me.  Excess to the n'th degree.  Beauty.  Chaotic Melody.  Rhyme with no meaning buried in meaning ( Read more... )

Okay, this isn't some half witty poem or something I'm really confused here.  Maybe some random person on the net will read this and give some advice here jebus ( Read more... )

 
Breathing out so I can breathe you in where no ones ever been

Up ahead it's dark and long as I see you down the hall

Nothings ever this real or could feel this good again

She sang over the sigh and I could her cry
Why! Why! Just tell me why!

And I wonder…

Everything so beautiful to feel

Nothing ever too old to see anew

The morning dew

Kneeling at the pew

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Boy, have I changed since I got out of that 60 day rehab program.  Yessir Dan is clean and sober and the lovely Dan that everyone used to love before my using got out of hand (okay well maybe not the 'lovely' Dan lol, but the new and improved Dan.)   Only Mary-Jane occasionaly now.  (and don't worry Rachel I don't have that stupid green bong that ( Read more... )

 Its all so sugarless ( Read more... )