Oct 08, 2017 22:45
my mother bought me exercise clothes for my birthday. like it wasn't enough going off on how I'm single and how I'm going to be alone forever. or talking about how my parents were dating and got engage at my age. and of course bringing my childhood dog who just died.
like I didn't want any to travel to see me. I didn't ask for them to have a birthday lunch. I don't want to be 26. it is miserable. I am old and I'm running out of time to have fun bc eventually I am going to have to settle down (key word settle) and pop out some brats and be okay living half the life my husband will live bc thats just what wives do
I don't even want to cry or be sad or sleep or eat
I feel like screaming until I can't anymore