Jul 04, 2017 12:42
there is nothing better than being on antibiotics that are known to make you nauseous and being forced to eat and having to eat a way bigger portion than is necessary bc everyone in my family feels the need to shove excess food down their gullets and then getting sick and throwing up and then being yelled at for throwing up bc i must be bulimic but that is just another thing i am doing wrong bc i am not that skinny
apart from i am skinny and if anything underweight and how is that an insult my mother throws at me. how can parents possibly think that is okay
but i am writing it here and not in my groupme bc i don't want people to know but if i say it here it is like i am telling someone and that makes it easier
bc i have homework and more family is arriving soon and i have to be pretty and peppy and so friendly and full of sunshine and all i want to do is leave this home and never return. and do my homework bc i am not doing well in this class and i don't know why. i can't get another b. i just can't