Friends....

[wj____robson]

I have been told that I should delve a bit deeper with my entries and try to show you all the real me, personally I'm not sure if that's such a good idea, but I've been assured tha revealing your true self is the new recluse

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[heather_millsmc]

Wade Darling, I know that you know in you're heart that you love Amanda, and wouldn't be without her, even with these feelings you are having for other women. Remember our little chat we had till 3 o clock in the morning? You know what I said was right that night. She's only saying them things because she's proud of you. You need to remember that she is only human and that she has her faults and her good points just like everyone else. At the end of the day none of us are perfect and although we hold our loved ones in the light that we think they are it's wrong of us to do so.

I don't think Amanda would ever say those things out of spite. If you feel that she doesn't understand your love of dancing then explain to her properly, I'm sure she'd love to know more about it dear.

And I'm glad you've finally talked about your feelings for that other woman. At the end of the day the grass may always seem greener but most of the time it isn't.

If you believe in your relationship things will get better. Think postitive Wade, and i'm sure your career will be on the up.

I'm here always if you need to talk, I'm just a phone call away.

Heather
xxxxxxx

[wj____robson]

Heather, I had to fight to hold back tears not only writing that entry, but in reading your heartfelt reply.
The real tragedy comes in the truth though, I really don't believe that she will be proud of me until I'm back at the level I was when I worked with the great pop icons of the mid-late 1990's. It's been many a moon since someone I've worked with has called me onto the stage at the prestigous VMA's to accept their award with them, it's a long time since I've felt so close to a client as I did with Jc, J and B.

Thanks for you (and Pauls) continued support, knowing you're there makes the internal pain bearable x x

[heather_millsmc]

{{Hugs}}

Don't cry Wade, everything is fine. You have Paul and my company if you ever need it.

I'm sure your relationship with JC, J and B are fine, you just need to rekindle that love you had for each other. I'm sure they can put their own bitterness and selfishness behind them to help you back into their lives.

But then again, they all have moved on, and I think you should too. Stop thinking about the past and create a happy future for you and Amanda, if it's with her.

There should never be any internal pain. Talk about it, let it out, it does no good to keep it inside. You have so much to live for, don't let the past ruin that.

xxx