Friends....
I have been told that I should delve a bit deeper with my entries and try to show you all the real me, personally I'm not sure if that's such a good idea, but I've been assured tha revealing your true self is the new recluse.
So here's what I've been 'feeling' lately. I spent most of yesterday choosing new bed linen for my guest room. Sir Paul and his family have told me that they'll be coming over soon and have asked me to prepare the guest room for them. Amanda has said that they're my friends so I have to sort the room for them. She's really bugging me lately. Everything is "You wanted it so you have to do it" Ugh, women! Why, as soon as they get an engagement ring, do they change?? She acted all supportive during M's trial and now...this. Mom said it's because the cameras were out then, I'm trying not to believe that, but her attitude lately.
She keeps asking why I don't see J so much as I used to, as though she craves celebrity friends. Isn't my company good enough?
I seriously believe that if I called J and we all went for dinner, like she begs, and the papparazi saw and photos were in magazines, she remove pictures of me and her at home and frame those instead.
She was annoyed that I went to the PCD show, not because of my feelings for Nicole, which she knows all about, but because I went backstage and hung out with so-called 'celebrities' and she wasn't there to be photographed and whore herself to them.
Sorry if I'm coming across as chauvanistic, but she's becoming such a fame-whore.
She actually said the other day, "I wished we'd have got together when you were at the height of your fame, not now with your shitty tv show that nobody watches." And she didn't understand why I was hurt. I don't dance for fame, praise, money. I dance because I love it and it's my life. She just doesn't get it.
Hope that's worth commenting on Val.
So here's what I've been 'feeling' lately. I spent most of yesterday choosing new bed linen for my guest room. Sir Paul and his family have told me that they'll be coming over soon and have asked me to prepare the guest room for them. Amanda has said that they're my friends so I have to sort the room for them. She's really bugging me lately. Everything is "You wanted it so you have to do it" Ugh, women! Why, as soon as they get an engagement ring, do they change?? She acted all supportive during M's trial and now...this. Mom said it's because the cameras were out then, I'm trying not to believe that, but her attitude lately.
She keeps asking why I don't see J so much as I used to, as though she craves celebrity friends. Isn't my company good enough?
I seriously believe that if I called J and we all went for dinner, like she begs, and the papparazi saw and photos were in magazines, she remove pictures of me and her at home and frame those instead.
She was annoyed that I went to the PCD show, not because of my feelings for Nicole, which she knows all about, but because I went backstage and hung out with so-called 'celebrities' and she wasn't there to be photographed and whore herself to them.
Sorry if I'm coming across as chauvanistic, but she's becoming such a fame-whore.
She actually said the other day, "I wished we'd have got together when you were at the height of your fame, not now with your shitty tv show that nobody watches." And she didn't understand why I was hurt. I don't dance for fame, praise, money. I dance because I love it and it's my life. She just doesn't get it.
Hope that's worth commenting on Val.