Jul 29, 2005 00:03
Looking back at what I've accomplished this past month of "summer", I seem to have trouble listing anything. When everyone else was "having fun" the past few summers, I was in school. Now it feels like it's my turn to have some fun, but now everyone else is getting educated [about time] or working. YAY for the world. Roles have reversed. Anyway, I promised that I would be a more positive person, but the harder I try, the worse I become. I HATE YOU ALL! haha just kidding.
I guess I'm just in a funk because it feels like I'm going nowhere. What do you do when you feel like you've failed to meet certain expectations? What do you do when you don't have any dreams or aspirations in life? Nothing in this world is ever enough. Welcome to the world's beautiful disaster...it's called life.
How depressing. It's just one of dem days, ya know?
Anyway, I gotta tackle at least one of my goals. If I can't score in the game of love, then the next best thing is...WORK.
CURSED.