Oh Come on...
So I made Kevin go to the heart doctor because he's mentioned before that he gets pains every so often and when I lay on his chest it doesn't sound right. Anyway, he finally went and of course they said they found something irregular and he as an appointment every week for the next three weeks for testing and the sort. When he first got home he tried to play it off as nothing serious, but then later on in the night he told me how serious he ACTUALLY thought it was and how serious the doctor actually was. Now Kevin has been saying since I met him that life ends at 30 and he's always felt like he's going to die young and now with all this he's really sure he's going to die young.... and as positive as I would like to be I've always felt like my life was going to end up with some horrible tragedy ruining everything... so basically we're both pretty sure he's going to die and I'm going to be left here all alone. That's it.