So here I am
I'm on Ariel's computer after a severe attack of conscience. I keep treating her like she was my girlfriend, and people around campus have seen us holding hands. I still don't feel...it. But if I'm treating her this way, does that mean I want to date her? I had a dream last night that It's Complicated wanted to get back together with me, and I told her (in the dream) that I couldn't be with her, we'd kill each other, and plus I had this "thing" with Ariel and I couldn't do that to her. So even my subconscious doesn't want to hurt her.
So what do I do? What do I want? I know for certain that I don't want to hurt Ariel; it wouldn't be fair, she's just a freshman, and in my studio. That would make everything terrible. Should i date her? Should I try it? I have two years on her of maturity on her; I'm the one who needs to do the right thing here. But what is that? And do I want to do the right thing?
So what do I do? What do I want? I know for certain that I don't want to hurt Ariel; it wouldn't be fair, she's just a freshman, and in my studio. That would make everything terrible. Should i date her? Should I try it? I have two years on her of maturity on her; I'm the one who needs to do the right thing here. But what is that? And do I want to do the right thing?