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I need to tidy up but just can't be bothered.
My sleeping pattern is fucked. I've been living off 3 hours sleep.
I feel somewhat dreadfull but I aint going to complain because I feel more alive in myself than I have felt in a long, long time.
I'm really happy i'm alive and that I have got over the suicidal i fekking hate mylife phase because when I look at myself these days I'm proud to be who I am. Sure, things arn't great in my life, I have a low paid training Job, but I'm really happy doing it, despite the low money problem. I don't have a boyfriend, but you know what.... I don't care. All the time I have had boyfriends I haven't been myself... and that sucked.
So anyway, I don't know why i'm getting all posative... Odd.
I'm kinda not too happy today, but in the end it doesn't really matter so why get bummed out about it? Hmm. k
I went into town today.... bought some things for myself that I wanted. Got a new jacked... it's great, since I lost my other one after some crazy night out. I got this one in the sale and its better and half the price my other one was. Bitchin!
We also have snow here! like a fair bit, we don't usually get snow or if we do it's like slush within hours. sometimes I get real annoied when people walk on the snow! they ruin it! Grrr!
So... I'm going to tidy... probably...
Power to the Peaceful
My sleeping pattern is fucked. I've been living off 3 hours sleep.
I feel somewhat dreadfull but I aint going to complain because I feel more alive in myself than I have felt in a long, long time.
I'm really happy i'm alive and that I have got over the suicidal i fekking hate mylife phase because when I look at myself these days I'm proud to be who I am. Sure, things arn't great in my life, I have a low paid training Job, but I'm really happy doing it, despite the low money problem. I don't have a boyfriend, but you know what.... I don't care. All the time I have had boyfriends I haven't been myself... and that sucked.
So anyway, I don't know why i'm getting all posative... Odd.
I'm kinda not too happy today, but in the end it doesn't really matter so why get bummed out about it? Hmm. k
I went into town today.... bought some things for myself that I wanted. Got a new jacked... it's great, since I lost my other one after some crazy night out. I got this one in the sale and its better and half the price my other one was. Bitchin!
We also have snow here! like a fair bit, we don't usually get snow or if we do it's like slush within hours. sometimes I get real annoied when people walk on the snow! they ruin it! Grrr!
So... I'm going to tidy... probably...
Power to the Peaceful