spatech.

[withouttonight]

i love these blustery nights. i love to walk outside in the rain while it sprays me like a waterfall just out of reach. the way the wind picks up a leaf and soars it through the sky like a sparrow...i love the sounds. the power of the noise it creates as the trees sway heavy in the dark blowing like chaos. the smell of earth and pavement and storm. the sounds from within my house, the way every side panel seems to bend with each blow. the gentle rain hitting the windows, the drops collect and cling like broken gems.

my life is about to change in a big way.
im afraid.