im balancing history books up on my head *
i didnt really give myself time to grief. what i did was get drunk every night when i couldnt deal. and even then the thoughts and feelings came through.
i take a lot of pictures now with a camera that isnt mine.
i took two days off from drinking and i felt sick.
and i drove home tonight, almost drunk, and all the thoughts and images came back.
i had dreams in the hotel room.
the room was circleing. it was moving in a circle. half asleep and noises.
went to New Hampshire, Rowley, Ipshwich, Hamilton, Salem....all places i had a good time. with a boy that i adore.
BUCK HORNS.
im running out of alcohol fast.
and old friends come at the nick of time....
i take a lot of pictures now with a camera that isnt mine.
i took two days off from drinking and i felt sick.
and i drove home tonight, almost drunk, and all the thoughts and images came back.
i had dreams in the hotel room.
the room was circleing. it was moving in a circle. half asleep and noises.
went to New Hampshire, Rowley, Ipshwich, Hamilton, Salem....all places i had a good time. with a boy that i adore.
BUCK HORNS.
im running out of alcohol fast.
and old friends come at the nick of time....