im nearing a breakdown..
well, im at the studio right now...not really helping a classmate...but thats ok..he doenst need my help..
my kidneys burn...
2 weeks....until LA...i am constantly counting down the days...im excited...i just wish it would be different..and you were there...but your not..and there is no sense dwelling on it..
on the outside..im fine..things are great..and just getting greater..
on the inside..i need something...i need anything..i need you..
i am hope this is were i am supposed to be..if not..i have no idea..but hey..i would rather be living life in cali...than in midland...or crane...maybe even levelland...
well..i guess this is all for an update...nothing really exciting going on other than moving and school..
i talked to chatt last night...it was nice..i love how the face that no matter how long we dont talk..we can always call and everything be ok..just like we had talked the day before...its nice..i wish that could be the way with you..i miss talking to you..but you dont care? did you ever care? i doubt it..
goodnight...
my kidneys burn...
2 weeks....until LA...i am constantly counting down the days...im excited...i just wish it would be different..and you were there...but your not..and there is no sense dwelling on it..
on the outside..im fine..things are great..and just getting greater..
on the inside..i need something...i need anything..i need you..
i am hope this is were i am supposed to be..if not..i have no idea..but hey..i would rather be living life in cali...than in midland...or crane...maybe even levelland...
well..i guess this is all for an update...nothing really exciting going on other than moving and school..
i talked to chatt last night...it was nice..i love how the face that no matter how long we dont talk..we can always call and everything be ok..just like we had talked the day before...its nice..i wish that could be the way with you..i miss talking to you..but you dont care? did you ever care? i doubt it..
goodnight...