I don't ever write in this thing. I always like looking and reading into other people's lives than writing about my own. Life is weird though. I am constantly amazed by it. I like to think about being young..and where I am now. I would of never thought. I am so blessed. I have a great friends, family, and a wonderful boyfriend. I have a ( Read more... )

i am tired of you driving me crazy.

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i wish i could write what has been so meaningful for me for the last little bit. there are just too many words to tell the story. i feel like i have been living in a indie film....one of those amazing little love stories. always seemed too good to be true. yeah...that's been me....my movie. it has a bittersweet ending...or atleast until the ( Read more... )

what to do...oh what to do.

fuck.

Lately I have realized that I am going to die..everyone is going to die. I used to not be scared of death. It's just a natural process that every living thing goes through. I think and think and think about death. The thought of dying scares me shitless...almost makes me forget to breathe ( Read more... )

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So I guess I read my livejournal...and it seems pretty fucking emo ( Read more... )

I count...since the last time we talked ( Read more... )

this is hard..

i am hurting...

why can't i just get some answers..i am not supposed to assume..but god damn..

fuck you.

you are an asshole.

I am worried this is going to take some time to get over...