Apr 04, 2005 21:27
i cannot believe march or april so far for that matter. I absaloutly love how no one reads this. I met a boy ...i met him awile ago bu he had a girlfriend, with whom he broke up with the day after the first time we hooked up....i like him soooooooooo much so so so soooooooooooo much.............................................................................................but im so depressed and i dont know why....i hung out with him every nite since wednesday night and i had soooo much fun with him...i love his smile its so cute and i love kissing him its the best. hes the first uy since ross that i an feel my heart wanting to be with him already....ive been single and i dont care about it really i would completely be monogamous with him but he just broke up with his g.f. i mean a part of me (my brain) tells me that naturally im sure that this boy will want to be single........but when im with him i dont think so.............my sad story is that we got high sat nite which wasn good i dont want to do that shit. so im fucking confused once again....im sick of all these boys.....all i want is Austin