Sep 24, 2004 00:52
I hung out with an old friend today and it was so nice. We had a great time talking about random shit, I learned so much about them I didn't know, and I realized that even though we have never really hung out very often, and never been close, he's always been a good friend, without exception. I think about all the stupid shit that affects the lives of the people I know, and suddenly tonight I feel bad for everyone, everyone deals with shit, and it just fucking sucks. It sucks a lot.
I went about some things wrong in the past, I'll admit that. I don't regret, but there were definitely other options. But now things are good, and on the rise to better. I am in an awesome relationship, my best friend and I keep getting closer, and old friendships are slowly mending. And all these things I will do my best with, because everyone is dealing with shit, and you'll never know what it is, no matter how good of friends you are. That's sad... but I guess that is the way it is. Somethings are just never gonna come out until they're long overcome, or they have overcome whoever was fighting them.
Mason was supposed to call me about something really important today, and now I am worried.
Also I smashed my face.