emo marie

[withoragainstme]

my depression has now  hit an all time low. I'm not certain of my future and who is in it.
Mike and i can't seem to get along.
I've pushed most of my friends away.
And i feel like i'm stupid or annoying when i try to make new friends.
what is a girl like me supposed to do when shes so far down and out it seems no one can help? I write/type. I feel like

Comments

[crossbreedchik]

Maybe you should try reconnecting with those people you have pushed away...? (not specifically meaning myself)

[withoragainstme]

I feel foolish when I try to reconnect. sometimes i feel that i really shouldnt have friends.
plus some of the people that I push i think they never want to speak to me again, not that i blame them

[crossbreedchik]

Well all you can do is try, it hurts worse to be alone wishing you had done something different.

Everyone should have friends...whether good or bad is a different subject all together.

[withoragainstme]

how have you been?
I've compained about me, lol.

[crossbreedchik]

Heh..understood.

I've been okay, getting by. Aside from money issues life is treating me well. Good jobs, good friends etc. Finally got Kyle to stop talking to me, after a year and a half of being broken up :)

Things gotten any better?