ready to call today a day
I'm going to go and get some things done... like get fish food and a new filter for my tank... since nancy died my feelings for the fish are minimal... oh that nancy though she was something... lasted with me through all the time that you didn't/
and unfortunately i'm thinking about it and when i think about it well it's like it's happening right bloody now... i'm so sensitive i'm surprised i haven't killed someone with my pain yet... ancient history is killing me...
i got my husband a phone so i can call him when the baby comes and maybe before i don't know. my nails are filthy. katie said she liked it outloud... i heard her... it was exciting...
however today is going to start officially... with a trip to the sink to scrub my teeth and then a trip to the deep sea aquarium, unfortunately just a store and not an actual aquarium... my kid is going to the aquarium whenever it wants to... while i have never been out of my room... let don't let you out here...
ha
victoria
and unfortunately i'm thinking about it and when i think about it well it's like it's happening right bloody now... i'm so sensitive i'm surprised i haven't killed someone with my pain yet... ancient history is killing me...
i got my husband a phone so i can call him when the baby comes and maybe before i don't know. my nails are filthy. katie said she liked it outloud... i heard her... it was exciting...
however today is going to start officially... with a trip to the sink to scrub my teeth and then a trip to the deep sea aquarium, unfortunately just a store and not an actual aquarium... my kid is going to the aquarium whenever it wants to... while i have never been out of my room... let don't let you out here...
ha
victoria