I miss you, Butter
Butter is a fighter but he lost. Fuck the demon who took his fragile life.
He was still very much active and happily nomming on his food at 10pm when Kat saw him.He was still very much alive and gave Kat that super duper cute look. :(
By the time i was back at 11pm, he was there, lifeless, lying there, breathing really hard. gave him a gentle nudge and he didn't respond. The usual him will be running around and trying to avoid my touch. he's not the touchy touchy kind.
Something is definitely very wrong.
He was in a really bad shape when i took him out of his cage but I could tell he wants to live. Even with the minimal strength left in him, he still could scratch behind his ears and try to move around. Tried feeding him water but it didn't really help.
Seeing him in so much pain is really heart wrenching. I couldn't stop crying.
Waking up at every hour in the night and hearing him scream in pain didn't really help. I kept telling him, it's ok to go and I promise not to cry and will keep him close to my heart.
Finally in the wee hours of the night, 409am to be exact. He lost the battle and breathed his last breath.
Part of me is glad that his sufferings is over but part of me can't bear to part with him.
Tears wells up in my eyes when I think of him. I can't stop the tears from flowing when I look at his empty cage.
Butter you are dearly missed and forever remembered.
I miss you, are u missing me too?