Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.
I currently have 2/3 of my 3 part final done. I am feeling a bit better. Just a bit. I did have a teeny tiny emotional breakdown that ended up with me bursting into tears, but thankfully no one was here to see that. After a few minutes, I felt better.
That being said, I have been working on this project for hours, trying to research everything and then transfer it into something, not only believable, but exciting and professional looking. Not certain how I am doing on it, personally, but it looks pretty to me. :)
Upon reading the announcements for my classes, I have come to the conclusion that my classmates are a bit worse off then me. As far as grades and such go, I mean. (I actually feel MUCH better because of this, is that wrong of me?) One of the professors kept bringing up grammar and spelling issues, which I have Never been marked down for. As for my math labs, I am doing surprisingly well. But I am only half-way through that class...
I took Gibbs to the vet today to get his booster shots. He has gained 5lbs and grown to almost three times his size. He is starting to take up a lot of space on the bed at night. I also took him for a walk around the block. He not only made it, but kept on truckin'. No collapsing puppy this time around.
I think I have been subconsciously putting off the call to my grandparents. They want me to call them at a specific time in the evening so we can... I don't fucking know to be honest. And I have meant to call.. I really have. But the past two nights, I have forgotten. I don't know if it is because I have been neck-deep in schoolwork... or I just have somehow made myself forget. But anyway, after my lack of calling over the weekend, they sent me a message via Facebook saying that I must really want nothing to do with them and yadda, yadda, yadda. Trying to make me feel guilty. I honestly have not an ounce of guilt in me. Anger, however, I have a good-sized dosage when it comes to them and how they treated me all these years. We have a lot to talk about. I'm not certain my cell battery is up to it.
I'm thinking of dropping therealljidol . The last entry I wrote just... I don't know. I wished I had turned off comments all together because I really don't want to respond to any of them. No matter how heart-felt they are. I know that's probably going to make me look bad.. the not responding to comments, but I really don't care. I just.. it's hard to explain... I don't expect anyone to understand. But it's also why I didn't put up a link and ask for votes this go around... I'm starting to feel rather ill for writing it in the first place.
And that's what's up with me.
I'm alive... and I will catch up on my 365 Days meme hopefully this evening.
That being said, I have been working on this project for hours, trying to research everything and then transfer it into something, not only believable, but exciting and professional looking. Not certain how I am doing on it, personally, but it looks pretty to me. :)
Upon reading the announcements for my classes, I have come to the conclusion that my classmates are a bit worse off then me. As far as grades and such go, I mean. (I actually feel MUCH better because of this, is that wrong of me?) One of the professors kept bringing up grammar and spelling issues, which I have Never been marked down for. As for my math labs, I am doing surprisingly well. But I am only half-way through that class...
I took Gibbs to the vet today to get his booster shots. He has gained 5lbs and grown to almost three times his size. He is starting to take up a lot of space on the bed at night. I also took him for a walk around the block. He not only made it, but kept on truckin'. No collapsing puppy this time around.
I think I have been subconsciously putting off the call to my grandparents. They want me to call them at a specific time in the evening so we can... I don't fucking know to be honest. And I have meant to call.. I really have. But the past two nights, I have forgotten. I don't know if it is because I have been neck-deep in schoolwork... or I just have somehow made myself forget. But anyway, after my lack of calling over the weekend, they sent me a message via Facebook saying that I must really want nothing to do with them and yadda, yadda, yadda. Trying to make me feel guilty. I honestly have not an ounce of guilt in me. Anger, however, I have a good-sized dosage when it comes to them and how they treated me all these years. We have a lot to talk about. I'm not certain my cell battery is up to it.
I'm thinking of dropping therealljidol . The last entry I wrote just... I don't know. I wished I had turned off comments all together because I really don't want to respond to any of them. No matter how heart-felt they are. I know that's probably going to make me look bad.. the not responding to comments, but I really don't care. I just.. it's hard to explain... I don't expect anyone to understand. But it's also why I didn't put up a link and ask for votes this go around... I'm starting to feel rather ill for writing it in the first place.
And that's what's up with me.
I'm alive... and I will catch up on my 365 Days meme hopefully this evening.