Believe..
There has been a lot going on. A lot I'm not talking about, writing about...
Some good. some great, some... not so much.
After the FaceBook drama, my sister sent me a BUNCH of messages, privately, publicly, via text.. Apparently now my grandparents want to speak to me now that I all but called them out.
I don't know what to do. There is that part of me that's like "Fuck that shit, stay the fuck away."
And then there is that other part. The part that always gets me into trouble when it comes to matters of the heart. The part that just "Knows" there is some good left. The part that so desperately wants to believe...
And so the cycle continues...
The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do our time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for [x2]
There's a smell of stale fear that's reeking from our skins.
The drinking never stops because the drinks absolve our sins
We sit and grow our roots into the floor
But what are we waiting for? [x2]
[chorus:]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
Something's always coming you can hear it in the ground
It swells into the air
With the rising
Rising sound
And never comes but shakes the boards and rattles all the doors
What are we waiting for [x2]
[chorus]
I am hiding from some beast
But the beast was always here
Watching without eyes
Because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
Now its just what I've become
What am I waiting for
Its already done
Oh
[chorus]
Some good. some great, some... not so much.
After the FaceBook drama, my sister sent me a BUNCH of messages, privately, publicly, via text.. Apparently now my grandparents want to speak to me now that I all but called them out.
I don't know what to do. There is that part of me that's like "Fuck that shit, stay the fuck away."
And then there is that other part. The part that always gets me into trouble when it comes to matters of the heart. The part that just "Knows" there is some good left. The part that so desperately wants to believe...
And so the cycle continues...
The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do our time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for [x2]
There's a smell of stale fear that's reeking from our skins.
The drinking never stops because the drinks absolve our sins
We sit and grow our roots into the floor
But what are we waiting for? [x2]
[chorus:]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe
Something's always coming you can hear it in the ground
It swells into the air
With the rising
Rising sound
And never comes but shakes the boards and rattles all the doors
What are we waiting for [x2]
[chorus]
I am hiding from some beast
But the beast was always here
Watching without eyes
Because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
Now its just what I've become
What am I waiting for
Its already done
Oh
[chorus]