I made a pretty.
It is located
here. In other news, I am so disappointed in myself and just various things in general that I don't even know where to start. But some of it centers around my agoraphobia and that pisses me off the most. I really hate myself right now. No... that's not right. What I hate is my brain. I need another brain to replace this brain. It doesn't even have to be as smart as my current brain. (Besides, if it wasn't, I'd probably lead a happier life. Ignorance=Bliss and all.) I just want a brain that doesn't cause me to have panic attacks at the very thought of taking a walk, or checking the mail, or emptying the god-damned trash.
That's all I want.
Nothing more.