sleeping periods and not sleeping, period.
I'm sick and tired of seeing all these commercials for women who want to decrease their periods. yeah I guess if I had always been regular it would sound like a great idea to me, but that isnt the case at all. I want something to bring it back and let me know it's still ok. I know I'm not pregnant, but if I were I would have no idea untill I was showing. I might aa well apply for a lifetime supply of piss sticks. I was feeling sick the other morning so I thought. hmmmm... ha! not that I want to be right now, but it's kinda depressing thinking about the possibility that I may never have children. I love kids. I've always wanted to adopt a child from another country, but after the birth of Chloe, my god-daughter, this idea of being internally screwed for life has been bothering me.
On another note, I'm going through another bad insomnia spell. You can always tell when it's getting bad bc I'll make an entry.
and this pink eye thing!!! WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?? it just keeps comming back! I hope i dont have to work tomorrow. It has been my excuse way too often to be believable. if i were my boss i'd tell me to learn some new tricks. I've been wanting to quit. I'm thinking about just not calling in to avoid telling them that i have pink eye again. Or I could come up with some lie to cover up the truth... my dog ate my smock.
Danny is staying at coop's tonite I havent seen him all day. and i feel really lonely. I never thought I could actually be lonely. I've always used the term "bored" lightly in conversations only because I was between ideas, but this is way different. I used to be able to entertain myself well, but now that i know what its like to REALLY yearn for someones company it's difficult remembering how i did it alone.
congrats to me. I'm finally over myself.
On another note, I'm going through another bad insomnia spell. You can always tell when it's getting bad bc I'll make an entry.
and this pink eye thing!!! WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?? it just keeps comming back! I hope i dont have to work tomorrow. It has been my excuse way too often to be believable. if i were my boss i'd tell me to learn some new tricks. I've been wanting to quit. I'm thinking about just not calling in to avoid telling them that i have pink eye again. Or I could come up with some lie to cover up the truth... my dog ate my smock.
Danny is staying at coop's tonite I havent seen him all day. and i feel really lonely. I never thought I could actually be lonely. I've always used the term "bored" lightly in conversations only because I was between ideas, but this is way different. I used to be able to entertain myself well, but now that i know what its like to REALLY yearn for someones company it's difficult remembering how i did it alone.
congrats to me. I'm finally over myself.