ok so..
yesterday..i got my hair cut..i got it the style i've wanted for a really long time..like since the 6th grade..so a really damn long time..i love it..
today...mom and i went to Hiawassee and checked on the house/cats...on the way back we stopped in Helen and got tattoos...they somewhat match because we've wanted matching tats for my great grandmother for a while now. they're both roses and both say "Evelyn Rose" on them...and they're in the same place..they're both beautiful..just like her.
tonight...interesting...
AJ and i have come to the conclusion, for now, that he still wants to be a part of my life..and i can't go without him...he is one of my best friends afterall..and i need him more than anything..i don't know what i'd do if i lost him...and he knows it..he still doesn't know what to do..even though, through our talks, hes realized how much he cares and how much i care...and possibly how much we need each other. At least we've decided to not completely just leave..because there are still feelings there..its just awkward..
he means the world to me..
but you knew that.
today...mom and i went to Hiawassee and checked on the house/cats...on the way back we stopped in Helen and got tattoos...they somewhat match because we've wanted matching tats for my great grandmother for a while now. they're both roses and both say "Evelyn Rose" on them...and they're in the same place..they're both beautiful..just like her.
tonight...interesting...
AJ and i have come to the conclusion, for now, that he still wants to be a part of my life..and i can't go without him...he is one of my best friends afterall..and i need him more than anything..i don't know what i'd do if i lost him...and he knows it..he still doesn't know what to do..even though, through our talks, hes realized how much he cares and how much i care...and possibly how much we need each other. At least we've decided to not completely just leave..because there are still feelings there..its just awkward..
he means the world to me..
but you knew that.