Christmas is coming.....yikes

[wishuponastar4u]

This vacation has gone by so fast, tomorrow is Sunday already, i really need to finish my homework. I had a pretty good break though, had relatives over then thursday night went to my sis's house. Friday we hung out at the mall all day. I really like hanging out with my sister, she wants me to go live with her, it would be so funny. Then Friday night i went to work, had fun lol Jeff's really mean to me in a nice way it's weird. He's hot too lol i was telling Danielle about the people at work over coffee today. Then today i did some homework, and went to work at 5pm. I really like working, as crazy as that may sound. I get to work tomorrow too 11-3 fun fun. HEHE we listen to country music at work too! Oh thursday night, while i was driving to my sister's house, the cutest thing happened to me. I was listening to my favorite song at the moment, "Beautiful Soul"-Jesse McCartney, and this song reminds me a lot of Kyle, and at the moment, i got a text message that said, " Hi Dani, I just wanted to say i hope you had a good thanksgiving,and just letting you know i was thinking about you;)-Kyle" I haven't blushed that much in a long time. I was in awe my sister was driving in front of me, i had to call and tell her lol That night when Beyah called me, I told him about it and he was basically like wow that's pathetic lol he likes making every other guy sound horrible in comparison to him lol Then it got to be 12 am so i told him i had to go cuz my sister was gonna wake me up at like 6 to go shopping, yea well that didn't happen thank god lol but yea i talked to Beyah Friday night and saturday, god i talk to that boy like every night lol didn't notice that lol. I dunno how good that is for me, cuz everytime that i do, i always end up thinking too much, crying, or extremely upset and in withdrawl. It was sad i was talking to him thursday and i was like you know what everything you call i always feel like i want to throw up all over myself and i feel extrememly sick to my stomach, my sister overheard me and was like wow, thank god you're not talking to me lol omg so there's this guy at my work named Ian, and when i first started and met him i thought Zach was somewhere in the restuarant because i could smell him aka cologne. Anyways, so today the two of us were in the way of a waiter and he like hugged me in so that the waiter could go through and i just stood there smelling him and i was just so relaxed, he smells JUST like Zach, god i love that smell. Thank god Zach doesn't smell like himself anymore lol it would make getting over him even harder because i seriously love that smell. lol anyways, so i'm going to raid the cheesecake in the fridge...shhhh don't tell Danielle.... i'm not binge-ing...i'm tasting, on all 5 of my fingers;)..and to make up for it...i'll eat my 5th apple lol love you guys!
~Danielle
p.s. and it's good to cry...i sure as hell did it again today